Everyone Has Those Days:

There are those days when everything is getting better and I start feeling hope for my dance career due to my foot injury. But then there are those days when all I want to do is chop my foot off because of the unbearable pain. The feeling is unbelievable, it gets stuck, stiff, when I point my foot something in the back pops, and it feels as if there is a sharp bone making its way to the surface of my skin.And when I have those days all I want to do is cry my eyes out, I feel that my foot is hopeless and it is never going to get better. But then again I could be over reacting as I usually do.

However what makes these days worse is that during my dance classes, usually when it’s at a very slow pace and I am bored, I start to think about all the stuff I need to get done.

Here’s a lovely list ;)

- Withdraw from school

          (which means I need someone from my department, financial aid, housing, director or res life, student accounts, and register office to sign a piece of paper)

- apply for schools for next semester

- apply for schools for next school year 

- find out how much the schools cost and what school accepts my credits from UNCSA

- start sending my belongings home $ L

- pay for my orthotics for my foot more $ L

(Orthotics are specially made insoles that go in your shoe to help with people that have arch             problems with their foot)

- get better supported shoes $ L

And the list goes on and on and never ends.

So you can just imagine my stress level right now but it helps having such a supportive family and friends that help me whenever I need it.  And even though I have made my decision it’s getting to me; when I bought my flight ticket (one way) and when I packed my first box of belongs that I am sending home. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh it literally feels like more work and stress getting ready for the next path in my life I am going to take than when I was trying to decide if I wanted to stay or leave, weird huh?